work.

i need to socialise. i need to socialise. i need to socialise. MORE. *repeat this with me.

it bothers me alot that im too 'on my own'. of course, i have no one to blame, but i feel just like a loser. Sufi is gonna kill me if he knows ive been enteringdifferent unnecessary profiles that makes me feel this way. he tried so hard to make me stop feeling this way, & that i should make a change when school reopens. but im being hard headed anyways. i guess i should stop now. i shouldnt let this people get in my head. i just need a change. sorry BB.

oh & yeah, talking about changes. im actually a ... workaholic. NOT. super no no. i thought work would be easy but i was absolutely wrong. work is never easy. i love it when its busy but hate it when i have to wait for time to pass by. -.- it'll only intrigues me when i have something to do, like lots of them cos only then i made myself look away from my watch. 8 to 9 hours of work bores me to death. but then again, i need to work to earn myself some money. not just for myself though. you see, as you grow older, you tend to be wiser. you have to know what is going on in the real world. you tend be much more responsible. you tried to take matters in hand. you work hard, to make it happen. & that is exactly what im doing right now. its nice to know i have someone who's in the same position as i am. (:

i dread at the thought of going to work now. yes, 2 to 10pm. i hate closing i hate closing i hate closing. die die die!

ARGHHHHHH!