Yours truly;

since sufi's been complaining all my previous posts has been about me lamenting my lame-sickness, i guess its time to finally stop, because ive already been feeling fine & well today, although the minor cough prefers to stay in me.

and also, i guess its time to recompose my dear life. cos above all circumstances, no doubt my life has been really hectic the past few months whereby ive also been wasting precious ticks just lazing around doing nothing to upgrade the time im left with in this world. before that, lets just hope this enthusiasm wont just last this minute cos as you all know, im a very very just very fickly-minded girl. life is not just about having great times and expect everything that comes by will result in you whipping a wide smile on your face. 'life always have its ups & downs' may sound cliche. but it can never be more true, agree? when the saddest things appears right at your doorstep, you wish life stops just there & then. you feel you just cant seem to continue with life because, you think you can only get it all worst. im saying this through experience. although ive only live to the ripe age of only turning 18, i think its just right to admit ive been on my worst cracks too. we are all humans. & anyone during their teens too dislike themselves being engulfed in difficult moments. literally, we hate the word and meaning of things that are inglorious. but its life. someone told me this & ive always went bold on it "not everything in life goes easy", cos for me its just perfectly true. again, thinking that you cant live with life now just because you regretted doing things you shouldnt in the first place, wont make things go any better. you'd wish life can rewind & the feeling of satisfaction that you can relate the past, wont help either because like it or not, life goes forward not the other way round. so move on, look ahead, no regrets.

what im trying to say here is, like all other human being, ive been through the worst times of my life too, but when it comes to changing your life for the better, do it. grab that chance, move forward. i know its gonna get real tough in the beginning, but without even starting your first step, will you know what comes next? try and just try. i should count myself lucky because, maybe my time has come. its time for me to change. it is never too late for this year's resolutions, because no matter what, i have the whole year awaits me & for sure, ive lots of things to catch up on. my resolutions should be kept confidential. but i hope to get feedbacks for my changes which maybe you can find here on my journal.

thats just about it. wish all the best lucks for me. much love.