Friday, January 23, 2009


i dont feel right. i just hate it when someone tells me what to do. with force. its sucks big time. hey, im easy. tell me once, i do it, then you should just SHUT. i know my limits. i dont bare my body outside neither do i take nude pictures. yes, even if you wanna advice me on doing things, you can. tell me in the right way, be nice, i heed. as simple as that. but if you were to get harsh, vulgar or argue, then just forget about doing so.



plus, i hate it when someone gets in my way. my anxiety vanishes in a glimpse of an eye. im a very very hard-headed girl. trust me, in a very extreme way. the good news is im tryna change. the bad news is, as you've expected, people just got in my way.



okay no, this is not the way i should behave. im changing, therefore i should take things easy. it wasnt his fault afterall, mum was right. he approached me in a nice way, he tried to make sure mum & dad wont get a sneak of it because he knows things will get worse. i was just being harsh & vulnerably rude. im sorry bro. should apologise to him when he gets home.



hais. for you readers to know, i may not be uploading pictures here anymore. 'im checking on my track'. for those who are interested to look at any pictures, feel free to ask me for the link. i'll upload it elsewhere private.

No comments: