Tuesday, June 17, 2008

im sick & i mean totally sick. damn. with all those things going around me, i dnt feel like living anymore. emo ? haha. yea, for the time being i hope. 28 april 2008, really changes my life. its the day, that gt me into this, now. i miss my dad. alot more than before. its sad jst by looking at him, getting thinner. fyi, he's not been eating fr like nearly 3 months! & yea, that clearly explains why he aint opening his eyes. too weak. he's been fed through the tube inserted in the nose straight to the stomach. now, have you ever notice me bragging abt how sick life can be? no? true. cos this aint me. & i mean someone says that of me. i hate this, really. get me outta this.

every night, i waited fr yr call.
but thr's nothing.
nothing that excites me at all.
lack of sleep, lack of attention.
when's this gonna end?
or has it?
dont leave me clueless.
say it when its over.
ps: i gt a call from perth ytd. & its.... nard baby! haha. you sounded like a man, ass. haha. miss you love.

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