are you not affected by it? no harsh impact that goes straight into your mind? does it disrupt your daily life? dont you feel tortured?, like there's no more hapiness awaiting you? do you let your tears fall? or has it ever been there?
leaving - the last thing i want on this earth. i begged, but you never gave in. someone told me
"love is not about giving chances, its how you feel, & how truthful you're about it"
ask me, why do i still wait? when i should just let it go. no, i have no ans to that. you left, & thats that. no more turning back. i know you, your mind are always set. i cried almost every night, but you dnt even care. maybe im too dependent, too demanding, i asked too much. my mistakes was taking chances never seriously. yes, i blew it away. again, i begged for one last, but you gave up, never to give in. am i too late? oh yeah, your feelings has faded. ytd, i was confused. i tried really hard to save this r'ship, but when you were asked. one ans, one word, "no". hurt, terrified, HEARTBREAKING. yea, everything has to be my fault. if i didnt start, this wldnt have happened. its mine. i regretted. for now, im feeling stupid. than ever.
i aint complaining in here. im just expressing my true deep feelings.
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