i am inspired to ..

i think i can kiss myself goodbye to 'daily updates'. something in me just stops myself from remaining constant. where are the inspirations every time i need one? annoying, really. yes, i probably have been updating too much about my love affair. if it disgusts any of you readers, my apologies. i just cant help it. i receive no comments from any readers, so i thought it would be alright, until recently i was telling Sufi about this girl who blogs about her boyfriend on every single posts can be pretty annoying. and he was like 'well, what would you feel if others says the same about your blog too?'. reality check - he is so true. so maybe, i could try lessen that down.

first off, let me note this down before my memory fails on me.

1. i am inspired to keep myself clean and organised.
2. i am inspired to pay back my fasts. (please God, make this happen.)
3. i am inspired to use whatever is available for me be it beauty care products etc.
4. i am inspired to stay closer to Allah.
5. i am inspired to improve my English.

recent do's : i have uploaded up to 10 apps for my phone today(mostly games, word games). something that goes to show i get bored easily whenever im alone (waiting for calls, on my way to school or just sitting bored at home).

i need to plan out something beneficial for myself this holiday. though im left with just a week more to go, i wanna feel the satisfaction at the end of the day. really gotta do something about this.

excuse me but i really have to say this;

hi baby, i had fun today. i mean always, whenever im with you. & Shrek was awesome. thank you for everything. Much Love.