Saturday, August 22, 2009

oh my. i cant stand it. 4 days seems like years of not hearing his voice, not receiving his sweet cute texts and worst, not looking at the boy himself to see whether he's fine & well. this is sick, really. if this is what ive become only after a few days, how would i encounter a month being uncontactable?!

but then again, i thank God for giving me the strength to stay positive and moved on well through the days 'without' Baby around. Alhamdulillah(: (i even managed to finish up the second half of Harry Potter & the deathly hallows for the second time). im not sure what time he'll be back tmr. oh & for those who might have thought wrong, he's stationed in Tekong for a few days and didnt have his phone with him, so yeah(:

i stood up looking out the window,
you werent there to watch the look on me filled with despair,

looking at my phone screen doesnt make it any better either,
no text nor calls.

i wished you text at least once,
i wished you called even if it last for a minute long,
i wished you were right here looking at me,
& I gazing through those wondrous looking eyes,
and i dont mind looking at it forever,
cos when i do, i see no one else but the both of us.

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