Saturday, May 16, 2009


this morning, we had a lil argument. lets just fast forward...

i was on the way (in the bus) to visit dad, alone. he called, & we argued more, all the way till i alighted. i got really upset cos he dont usually let me travel anywhere alone. i thought, for once, he doesnt seem to care. anyway, he 'claimed' he was already on his way to work, & almost reaching at that. so i didnt expect him to be anywhere near me at the moment of time. somehow, while talking, he suddenly demanded to put down the phone. so i agreed. at the same time, the next bus i need to board, came. so i boarded, being very very hopeful he'd surprised me in the bus itself(tho i knew it was just a wishful thinking on my part).


i rushed up the steps to the second floor. but was pretty disappointed as he was nowhere insight. so, weighing my own biggest heartache, i walked all the way to the second last seat. got myself settled down, & looked out the window feeling very much upset. somehow i find it weird cos the bus came to a halt once, & wasnt moving for a moment. for all i know, there wasnt many who boarded the bus a while ago, but i was too upset to even care. so i continued gazing out of the window. once the bus moved i turned my head, & to my surprise, i caught him standing in front of me! (you could have seen my face, shockedtothebloodymax!) i went mummed for MANY seconds, & was smiling too widely, my ulcers almost bleed! he carressed my hair to the back, & questioned if he could take the seat beside me. still mummed, i just nod. i was too shy to face him, but compassion got better of me. tight hug, & sincere apology managed to calm us down after admitting our mistakes.


ps; baby. do forgive me again for my wrong-doings. & i really hope that heart of yours never change. those feelings stays the same. baby, promise me?

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