Tuesday, April 28, 2009

yayyy, i just wrote a compo(:


hello readers.

its been awhile since i left this blog of mine to rot. also knowing that time passes by soooo fast, its already april(!). oh, & its the 28th april to be exact. how i hate this exact same date last year- the day the start of a tragic happens. the day dad got admitted with a serious sickness, the day where our whole family life change. it sucks & i hate it. not to forget, its my uncle birthDAY too. so happy birthday dear uncle! pamper me more:D

lets not brag about what happen on this exact same date last year, since dad has been admitted yet again a few days ago. it got me worrying (again). & no doubt, i hate the fact that i have to go through this AGAIN. fortunately, it was much better than before, dad was able to recognise whoever came over to visit him, he's conscious, he's suffering only a wee bit of the pain he suffered before & he was able to acknowledge his closest family members, which is my one & only family. not that he doesnt recognise the others. what im saying is, IF he wasnt able to recognise one of us at all, it'll be the most heartbreaking fact that i would ever encounter. so, thank God, ayah's has been getting better under the care of (especially) mum, surgeons, doctors & nurses for their precious efforts.

lets talk about something else, cos things like never fail to bring me down. how i wish it never happen. but we have to go through the deepest cracks somehow. i think im doing acceptionally fine so far. so kudos to me(:

well, as for yesterday, 27th april. me & fee turned 8(months) :P through out the 8 month, we've been through ALOT. but with our very own never ending effort to make it last, & God's help, we've got through it & we still stood strong. Alhamdulillah.

& as for celebration wise. its a surprise. never mind ytd that it didnt turn out the way i want it to be. today, he make it up to me without me knowing he was actually trying to. im so bad at guessing (the right/correct things).

as usual, he picked me up from school, & followed to funan mall to get my lappy fixed. (read: how more brilliant can i be, to put both laptop AND chilled cup milo in the same bag carelessly knowing that i have a reckless attitude, result = spillage + half lcd spoiled laptop = sadsad fini). whatever. it can still be used. i wouldnt wanna spend almost a thousand on replacing my lcd-_-. ooh sorry, back to to track, & so when we decided on not to ponder over my lappy, he suggested a lunch cum dinner. he ALWAYS let me decide the place to eat-_- so i suggested, ayam penyet (tettt), kfc/mcd(tettt).... finally we placed our bet on MAGIC WOK over at stamford house. we walked over, got ourselves settled down & off to order our food. since i didnt bring much money along, i ordered the 'cheap-cheap' one. but that boy wont give in. he ordered, shark fin soup, cereal prawns, beef kway teow(his) & thai belacan fried rice(mine). when our orders are taken, only then i asked...

me: what is this for actually?
him: *silence...
me: oh! is it our for 8 month? (in my heart : "tell me im right pleaseee")
him: yeah :D you finally got it.

i went "awwwwh, how sweet" as per usual-_-. hehe. im slow like that. but seriously, thank you baby<3
as a daddy's girl, i never fail to visit him EVERYDAY SINGLE DAY, no matter how shagged i am. i love my dad. i love my mum. i love my brother. i love my uncle.

AND i love my dearest boy too. im so full of love (& crap) today. :D

okay, these orchestra songs in starbucks are killing my brain. i gotta go. i cant log in to my leo. i need to get home fast to submit my journal. im a dead meat. im off, bye!

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