Yours truly;

i just got home from the market & i saw my philippino neighbour with her superduperdy cute baby boy on his stroller whom i smiled at as i walked past him & i could hear him shrieked with excitement when im gone, omgosssh. such a cute baby. ogaaaay, moving on.

i just realised something about myself today.

i realised being the baby of my family, despite being pampered all the time which suppose to turn me into a nice sweet polite girl has somehow out-turned. i can be very grouchy, demanding & unappreciative at times. AT TIMES. i need a change on that. need it.

next. im a little-too-wise-a-spender, i must admit. tsk! i dislike spending my money. haha. yeahh right. as if... no laaa i dont think i ever gonna have that habit in me. from having $500 for my school clothes & other necessities expenditure, im left with only $200 now, AND im needing more! i think ive been spending a little too much on food. urgh. vivo should never have restaurants cos when the do ill swarm in & when i did, i'll order lots of food, & when im full, i'll only left to stagger with the bills. cb.

being known that im in a sports associated course, i didnt buy anything related to it at all.. no wait except for sports bra?! what a bummer. asss. what's with $200 for sports clothings, i can only afford to buy a pair of adidas shoes? nooo, im not gonna take the risk of indulging in things that will make me regret spending.

next. i know ive complained about this several times. i have to say it again. IM GAINING WEIGHT, AND I HATE IT. damn. maybe when ive started school, i might give a miss to meals. (as if, hehe)

i wanna chop off my hair! FAST! its getting annoying with long frills falling down to my chin. i want it to be like this...

& i hope it will. she's so thinnnn. i want!

i need to buy a new blusher cos for the 5th time, i lost it. (but when ive bought a new one, i'll eventually found it lying in my room). another bummer. also, the reason to buy is that, my girls can stop complaining already, cos when im out with them without any make up on, they'll complain about me looking pale & sick. haha. i can be very boyish at times. when times gets toooo lazy, i cant be bothered to groom myself! & that has been witnessed by the love. haha.

this boy has been working so hard, & it worries me cos he's getting thinner. he's been sick for days but thank God he's just recovered & i no more have to worry about his swollen eyes. maybe the 12k hantaran i mentioned made him turned into a workaholic. haha! the other day i went over to my unc's house. since his two daughters just gt married, he wants to get responsible for mine too, in years to come of course. so as we were watching the sisters' wedding videos, out of nowhere he turned to me & said.

"tkpe fini, your time, i'll make sure your hantaran reaches up to 12k or more."

i just smiled & give a :S look. the next day i told hizrian about this, he went mummed. & murmurred "mahalnye". haha. i said. "of course la mahal! im last in my generation. my relatives wanna make it BIG. nak tak nak? hahahaha!". hahahaha. we argued a little & he even did somebargaining as well. & nope, im gonna take in his words for that. to end it off, with admiting defeat he said, "err, wait till i attain lots of money in the future". but thats not all, i scare the guts out of him again. "ini tk termasuk majlis, barang2 hantaran yang branded lagi tau!". as you've expected, he went "??!!" haha! but hey! for those who thinks im with him just for the money wise, you're undoubtedly wrong. we're serious, but with a 30% sparks of jokes i wanna marry a man for who he is, not for his bucks, get it. wait, i think its still too early for me to think about all this. haha, i maybe just saying it, but i mean it too. good future lies in good plans.

tomorrow, im out with the girls. then at 530 ill meet the boy for he needs to send me to kakak's make-up course venue. "kak, please dont destroy my eyebrows!". haha! thats all.

goodnight lovelies.