Yours truly;

how i wish i could write love letters under those beautiful sunset..

i cant wait for my two sisters wedding next month. its nearing. all in 3 consecutive days. im gonna be at my best & the busiest since im the smallest & closest to them. i am also gonna be the behind-the-scenes-photographer as ive already been granted access to all places. so yeah. wait up for pictures(:

next, as ive said time & times again. i wanna start school fast. i wanna own my own laptop, so i can start enjoying the moments of webcam-ing with dearest (cos usually ill be the only one looking at my screen where he cant see me & im the only who can hear his voice thru my already sick earphones AND that i can only answer him thru typing because he cant hear me BUT he can listen to what i was listening on my comp, that makes me look like a mute) & everyone who owns it. buying new clothes would be my forever life time pleasure. but orientation does sound creepy, right oza?

i cant cant cant wait to lose weight. ive been gaining & never losing. well because... ive been eating at least a chicken part every single day. true. ock has been making money out of me. oh, & i know sufi can get real agitated whenever i eat one because, i would ignore everything he says. ill concentrate on munching & not getting the sauce all over my mouth. & then that boy will just look silently till im done eating. how sweet... not! haha.

i should feel more blessed. i have my whole complete family behind my back. the love who has never gave up on me & that enduring my crude nonsense has been a torture, i knoww. my wonderful friends who shines the rays out of my butt each & everyday. cousins who still treat me as being the youngest & most pampered. im blessed im showered with love. & im gonna stay spraying sprinkles of warmth to all individuals i love.

i wish i could attend jason mraz's concert but all tickets were sold out in mere 3 days! anyone who can strum to his bella luna would be amazing. & maybe sing? would be a bonus(:

i wanna own a more open-minded brain. i wanna look at things eg drawings, words & such in a different way. where i could understand them in a clearer manner. i wish i was born a genius. no, not fretting.

i wish i could work in a cool breezed air conditoned wide & spacious room. i wouldnt have to smile at customers & getting my name being mocked at by crazy humans. i would love to sit & just finish up my work by not stressing on ideas too much. call me; lazing to my old bone. i wanna earn big money!

there's alot to my wishlist huh.

anyways. i wanna win inspirations. that, i likeeee.

my stomach doesnt feel good. looks like gastric. wait, again??