Yours truly;

excuse me for my previous post. whatever it is, its done. & ive learned to accept it. i guess i wont hold grudges this time. last long you two lovebirds(: and sooo, now its time for me to open up my eyes & my heart to someone who loves me dearly. he's been there through my ups & downs. he never got tired, instead he endured & shower me with all his love. he did sacrifices, for my sake. he, who lost his much needed sleep, ample amount of rest, his hardwork earnings, & all this just so im happy enough. you boy, never failed to make me fall in love with you all over again everytime each day approaches, every moment which passes by. im glad we happened to get back in contact on my birthday this year after a long time missing out from each other. thank you Allah for clarifying the exact reason (hopefully im right) behind it all & for making me stay bold & patient throughout my depressing moments.

alright let me just make it clear (again) about this boy.

no wait, clues first.
he has;

• yellow instead of blond highlight on his hair. (no, not matrep-.-)
• he's 1.8m in height. (yes, he's a giant!)
• he works at a pub in clarke quay. (still on the learning process of becoming a flairer, cheyy)
• he prefers to be called hizrian. (idk why myself *scratches head :/)
• he uses santa barbara perfume, titanium. (psst, he uses victoria secret MOST of the tm)
• he can play the electric guitar. (uhuh, SURPRISINGLY)
• he has cellphone num which ends with 6505. (haha, anyone? girls?)
• he willingly became my human alarm clock since my olvl period till now. (err, i owe you a new watch which you accidentally+violently slammed it at a pole)
• his favourite cartoon shows are upin&ipin and spongebob. (he can really talk like patrick)

still no idea who he is? alright alright.
here.

sufi hizrian or normally known as FEE by me, SUPI by my classmates(hahaha!) or ABANG UPIII by his younger brothers. hahahahaha! this boy who always lives up to his promise. for eg: my first singapore flyer ride. (the day he brought underage kids like me to his workplace, but it was a really lovely experience afterall. thank his friends for the mango sticky rice treat. yummeh!:D)

snapped neoprints too. cliche much?

& today, he surprised me at my doorstep with my favourite seaweeds in hand. awwwwwwh. the point is, he surprised me instead, cos eventually my surprise plan for him didnt work out! pfft.

we may have started being close for just mere three months, but i guess its all worth it. & tho we're not particularly officially together yet, im just being hopeful we'll have a bliss future ahead of us. insyaAllah[: furthermore, he's already been accepted by a few of my friends. & hey, that's a good sign:D so yea, im just wishing the best for the both us.

& to those who might have the wrong thoughts about this, im sorry but i have to disappoint you. im serious with everything ive stated here. if you think im using him, you're undoubtedly wrong, cos im not. anyway, he's big & brilliant enough to think for himself. im sure he's true to me, cos if he doesnt, he could have chosen the girls who are after him & yes, physically better than me, by now. that's one thing he's proven me wrong, & thats why i trust him. & dont get me wrong, im not getting back at anyone either. im sorry if this sounded crude to you. but anyways, thanks fr yr much appreciated concern over us.

well. that's about it. toodles.

ps: im typing this whole lot here using an on-screen keyboard. how more pathetic cn that be?!