Yours truly;

i promise i'll love my life first, genuinely.

i'll never wonder why im in a hoodoo still. this is life. radically, i'll just stop whining. God showed me things i desperately need to know yesterday. obvious. & enough shown. never gonna stoop too low for someone so. never gonna lengthen this misery, living with despair.

this is no derisory. accept how you want it. you knew you ran. an incorrect deed of yours that can never be forgiven. i have always wanted to reinstate back to our delightful life filled with rejoice. but its a scarce achievement that will will never came true.

i'd be self-denial. i need to seek self-satisfaction now.

im going out of the darkroom. which kept my heart still. this is the time.