POSE! GORGEOUS! HAHA!
okay we know its oakley shades... show off-_- but its not yours! haha
konon-konon lohhmannnticcc-_- haha!at 5pm today, i sat near trcc with sufi on the phone & was completely contemplating on going for audition or not.
me: im still deciding... i cant decide.
him: how's your tummy? feeling better?
me: it'll only feels fine after like 3 days):
him: im worried about you, if you can still wait, go okay? after that go home straight.
(after almost 15 mins)
me: i think im gonna go in & have a try.
him: alright, thats my girl.
(almost 10 mins later)
me: im going home. i dont see the point going. its not exactly the ig i wanted anyway.
him: whats wrong hon?
i was totally pissed off that i didnt get into the ig that i really want. it wasnt fair cos they didnt send me the same email others receive where they knew when these trials are being held. insufficient info was sent to me & as a result, i missed it. great-_- call me unlucky. whatever, i got baby to perk me up. oh! & for those who think im 'all over' the love of mine, you guys are wrong people. yes, i have to admit, i never stopped going gu gu ga ga over him all the time, but that doesnt mean im clinging on to him every minute of our lives. he sends me to school, he picks me up, we webcammed in class, we text & call almost allll the time, its just so he cares about me, a lot. for example. this morning, when i complained to him my tummy wasnt feeling well & i forgot to bring something thats VERY MUCH important during times like this, he woke up from sleep, went online and...
Sufi Hizrian einnyf says:
hey baby!
<3>
FYNNIE says:
i was just about to text you bby.
it hurtssss.
me: it'll only feels fine after like 3 days):
him: im worried about you, if you can still wait, go okay? after that go home straight.
(after almost 15 mins)
me: i think im gonna go in & have a try.
him: alright, thats my girl.
(almost 10 mins later)
me: im going home. i dont see the point going. its not exactly the ig i wanted anyway.
him: whats wrong hon?
i was totally pissed off that i didnt get into the ig that i really want. it wasnt fair cos they didnt send me the same email others receive where they knew when these trials are being held. insufficient info was sent to me & as a result, i missed it. great-_- call me unlucky. whatever, i got baby to perk me up. oh! & for those who think im 'all over' the love of mine, you guys are wrong people. yes, i have to admit, i never stopped going gu gu ga ga over him all the time, but that doesnt mean im clinging on to him every minute of our lives. he sends me to school, he picks me up, we webcammed in class, we text & call almost allll the time, its just so he cares about me, a lot. for example. this morning, when i complained to him my tummy wasnt feeling well & i forgot to bring something thats VERY MUCH important during times like this, he woke up from sleep, went online and...
Sufi Hizrian einnyf says:
hey baby!
<3>
FYNNIE says:
i was just about to text you bby.
it hurtssss.
.
.
.
.
Sufi Hizrian einnyf says:
haix.
you ni eh.
you wouldnt know when it actually come what!
didnt i told you to bring yesterday!
FYNNIE says:
SORRY):
i know. my fault.
Sufi Hizrian einnyf says:
i marah bukan aper. dah tentu2 semlm i suroh bwak. dah tau mcm gitu i dah suroh. tapi you slalu tak ambik kisah, slalu pikir lenang, tak serious.
nanti bile dah terjadi bende2 mcm gini, baru kancheong spider.
i dah la kat rumah.
Sufi Hizrian einnyf says:
b. i dah gi ns. bende2 mcm gini buat i risau tau tak? how you bwk diri. i told you yesterday, see for yourself. mcm maner ni huh?
tau you salah, your mum slalu marah you pasal ni kan?
tak serik jugaak?!
Sufi Hizrian einnyf just sent you a nudge.
FYNNIE says:
i understand yr cncern over me. i thank you fr tht.
but my tummy is way too painful.
ive nt been given any task becos of my tummy.
sakit sgt
i hope you understand
Sufi Hizrian einnyf says:
I UNDERSTAND CUKOP2
im just angry you degil sgt.
mcm its clear cut, can kuar anytime. tapi masih degil.
its not as if i tak remind lagi.
makes it double.
mcm maner ni?!
get yourself hot drink?
*bingitttttttttt.
Sufi Hizrian einnyf says:
oh damn.
bole tahan ke ni sayaaang?
baby if can go back now i siap2 antar you balek.
Sufi Hizrian einnyf says:
haix. *Hugs. baby please please please take GOOD CARE.
hopes it feels better soon. *peck on forehead
=)
Sufi Hizrian einnyf says:
im going off already. getting ready fo work.
i gtg hon. takegoodcare of yourself.
please.
ill be here if you need anything, im nvr too busy okay?
so please. ade aper2 bilang i okay?
*hug and kisses. i really hope it gets well that soon. its worriying me to see my baby like this.
*MUAACCHHXCXZZKKK
i love you, princess.
i close window jgn marah nyer.
ill be just a phone call away, i promise.
as you can see from the convos above, he's angry. he scolded me. MANY TIMES-_- but look at the italics, those are proven points he cares. excuse us if we sounded mushy and all, im just sharing a few things here.
looking at how things are now, im not sure of what will happen of me in the near future when he'll be gone to serve the country.. for TWO years! life's gonna be so miserable, im sure. but im sure time gonna pass by really fast. im gonna stay positive. we'll gonna last for the longest time im sure(: i love you<3
apart from this, i would like to express my misses to these important people.
coyi; babe. take good care of yrself okay. i know times are hard these days. but stay strong. im here for you. rmbr what me & sufi told you the other day. we care alot for you. im sure things are gonna work out well.
mai; i know youve been having lots of fun with yr new friends, i hope you dont forget me & nard. we havent been gg out lately. i miss our late night convos, outings & all. overall, im glad you still call us up to check up on us. miss you.
nard; the same goes for you too girl. when you called this morning, informing me that you're sick, i felt so helpless cos i wasnt there to help. im so sorry dear. i miss your jokes, your kasar-ness. i just miss almost everything about the 3 of us. i really hope to do a catch up session soon okay. misses~
tasyah; well, its been a long time since i last met you hon. but i want you to know that i miss you too. i know you read my blog. so this is for you. i miss you, & i hope to meet you soon, perhaps during the hols? i'll be waiting for you in poly okay? work hard babe. <3.
good night readers.
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