things are getting shitty these few days, has been. & im tired. honey, if you wna leave it hanging, what's the point? your leave-me-alone moment is far too long. far too torturous. not for you, bt for me. people, its easier said than done. you know it. i cant lie, to anyone, esp myself. this is ridiculously-crazy, bizarre, everything! things are slowly going down. down, down the drain.
things have change. alot. & i hate it. never thought life could be like this. shit shit shit.
we are just momentarily confused.
i miss my dad. get well soon. i'll always pray for your health. i just want you to be home, like before):
i've thought of quitting. told my friends, but sadly they DISAGREE!
friends, i'll be chucking my phone aside. its only for the time being. till i regain a better 'posture'.
i just wanna run. run away from everyone. i wanna be alone. i wanna fly, fly away to an unknown place where noone knows me. where my mind would be still. run away from myself, the adolescent, knee-jerk, stupid behaviour whenever there's him.
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