Yours truly;

life is considered not so great these few days . i cant go out .

im feeling down(always) . i just cant run away from my own feelings* .

&& qal's bbq was great . FUN . met my pri sch mates , ima , ila , ayu , rina , shida .

i had FUN bbq-ing at night , we went home ard 10++ ( when i was suppose to be home before 8 ) hee . thanks to humai's family . heh . : D

today=boring day . seriously . guess i'll just rot at home .

study , study , & more STUDYING ! .

-__________________-

&& i didnt expect him to talk to me , like seriously , i was SUPER shocked !

*okay fini , stop the feeling , STOP IT !*

yes , i have to stop it , but how ?! . CB ! i hate this feeling know ! ,

but i guess i can do it . it takes time , (yea right , its been err 1 whole mth ! godammit)

pls pls pls , HELP me forget him , ASAP !!! .

" have you ever break ties w yr friend not knowing that actually you had loved him all along from the bottom or yr heart .

have you ever sat alone , thinking that you cld get over him , but when you hear those songs full of memories between the both of you , you just felt sad all over again .

have you ever loved that someone so much that makes you cry , heart feeling the loneliness all night .

have you ever tried to tell him what you feel , but you scared he wnt like it .

i have .

maybe its just the sad-dest thing in yr life , & yr really hopeful for this feeling to just go away & never come back . "

dont ever think its YOU okay . (: